Hi,If you forget me..

If you forget me
                   --By Pablo Neruda　

I want you to know one thing　
You know how this is　

If I look at the crystal moon　

at the red branch　

of the slow autumn at my window　

If I touch near the fire　

the impalpable ash,　

or the wrinkled body of the log　

Everything carries me to you　

As if everything that exists　

Aromas, light, medals,　

Or little boats that sail toward　

those isles of your that wait for me,　

Well now. If little by little　

You stop loving me, 　

I shall stop loving you　

Little by little.　

If suddenly you forget me　

Do not look for me　

For I shall already have forgotten you.　

If you think it long and mad　

the wind of banners　

that passes through my life, 　

And you decide to leave me　

at the shore of the heart where I have roots, 　

Remember, that on that day, at that hour,　

I shall lift my arms　

And my roots will set off　

to seek another land.　

But, if each day, each hour,　

You feel that you are destined for me　

with implacable sweetness, 　

If each day a flower climbs　

up to your lips to seek me,　

Ah my love, ah my own,　

in me all that fire is repeated, 　

In me nothing is extinguished or forgotten　

My love feeds on your love, beloved,　

And as long as you live　

it will be in your arms without leaving mine. 　

To my Ex-

  I thought the holiday may help me pass it totally, however, it was not; after the three busy days, when I back the silence, it is you, in my mind.

  You do not know it, maybe forever, the whole day, I could not focus my attention for everything, except you. And I am wandering do you missing me, even just a little?

I can find a thousand reasons to forget, to hate you, to clean all the memories out of my mind, out of my heart and out of my world. But I could not, and I even can not find a reason why all this happens, I do not want admin it is love, I hope it was not love, cause you already leave me. there are too many things can tell me it is not worth, but I can not stop thinking about you.

   Your face, your sounds, your smile, your everything seems gradually become unclean, but the feeling, which has already deep in the soul, could touch every single muscle in my body, in my blood, and I have no way to get out.

   I know it is silly, I know I should change, but without you, where I can put my smile? you already took them away, little by little, and last , you gone, my smile gone.

I did not see my smile for a long time, especially the smile from the inside, and I know, I do not want this,so I am lost.

   I want lost in your world, I want lost in the memory, and I am lost, in your smile, but your smile never give to me. And your eyes never contact with me directly, so I know, you are not mine, even you want sex with me , but I am yours.

Do you missing me? Do you know I am missing you? Do you know the missing makes me sad and weak? Do you know, I am afraid your back, but I want you back. Do you know, I want spent the last years with you, the only you!

  I am missing you , in the quiet and silent night, and good night, before I forgot you.